thCAIWMSXB I need to put a disclaimer for the words you are about to read.  I do have dyslexia, but I do enjoy writing. If you are someone from my past,  this post is my way of letting you know my truth. Maybe you are ready to hear it.

This year has not been a good year for me at all.  This has been a year of  emotional pain. Where to start , well let me start with the loss of a wonderful crystal keeper in Bastrop ,Texas Lorraine was a woman who died earlier this year.  She died five months later after I have visited her crystal store.  She gifted me a very large size vogel crystal, it was the last one in her window.  A couple earlier put hundred dollars towards it for a quick body energy read I gave the wife.  So, Lorraine did not want to bother with payment plan on the crystal that was three hundred dollars. With her beautiful Wise woman smile she placed it in my hands and said, “You need to take it home with you.”  I could not believe that she was giving me her last large vogel in her store. I was so honored.  She said to me that I had a  lot of work I will be doing with it.  I remember getting into the car and thinking to myself, why does this feel like the last time I will see her, that feeling  hit me heavy in my heart.  Little did I know that it was truth. It was the last time I would see her.  I remember exactly where I was when I got the text that she had crossed over, I was in Elliott’s natural foods looking for something to calm my emotional nerves that I was hit with emotionally.

So, I am going to say it from my spirit point of view without the victim energy of claiming.  The emotional hit was the ending of a eleven year relationship best friend more like a sister to me. We were sisters, who shared half of each others name. I will not use her name in this blog, but if you are reading this, you know it is YOU.  I am so glad that the week before this relationship hit the cliff, I was just blessed with a beautiful healing energy technique from Creator.  Spiral Light therapy, goes into the cellular level of the womb of self, to remove the negative energy pattern that one keeps dealing with  in their life. Sometime these energy pattern can show up the same time of the year, and you don’t  know why you keep having the reactions. Some energy patterns are not yours to carry, it was given to you while you were in your mothers womb.  So, February 27th I got a letter from my so called Sister. Who sent me a seven page letter with a list of twenty things listing what is wrong with me.  Before  Spiral light came into my life, I was riding a roller coaster of    emotional crap that I could not understand why I was feeling the way I was emotionally. It was always a month before my birthday.  Sadness, depression, and a deep feeling of not being wanted unloved.  Well now I have the answer.  Spirals have been a part of my life since I could hold a pencil and draw.

Sometime people need to get the whole story before they run with half of the story.  Stop being CNN. So, will we every heal this relationship, it is hard to say.  All I have is love in my heart.    I noticed how many relationships came undone this year. I am not the only one who lost a good friend.  So, in the last week of  November of this year my spirit father Ciba  died of an Massive heart attack.  I just saw him and his wife  in late April, of this year.  What great food , laughter and fun we had.  This year when I visit Puerto Rico I really had a difficult   time  leaving.  My heart is always torn when I have to leave the island and submerge myself back into the present.  His death hit me hard in my heart. I felt  a part of me slip into silence. What was I going to do  without him in physical form,  I will miss his fatherly hugs and his kind words my home is your home.  My world is different now.  But I know he is up there helping to make things better for the people of his Taino tribe.    This was a very difficult year for me.

Sometime when I wake up in the morning , the world feels different.  Time is moving so fast.  The old timelines are fading away.  Oh! yes I know exactly what is happening on this planet.  What is happening to us all.   But one thing for sure for the year 2018 I will not allow an energy that is about blaming, shaming, guilting, shunning and creative lies to be aimed at me for others EGO driven GAIN.  No more!  My experience in some medicine groups has not always been for my highest good.  Sometimes you just have to leave and not be disrespected anymore.  I will always listen to CREATOR for my life journey messages.  May this Full Moon of January 1, 2018 bring in a new life energy for ALL.   Blessings

 

I am finally writing again.  I was having some moments of just be quiet for awhile, but I had a lot to say.  Sometime you just have to sit in stillness and just watch things that take place in the world around you.  There are somethings in the world that are not wonderful to my heart.  Are we moving forward in this world or backwards.  What does it mean to really be loving beings ?

Are we becoming better human beings?  Are you willing to make a stand for the greater good in the world?  How much love  energy will it take  to create a loving caring compassionated world?  Just giving you something to think about. Blessings!

Prayer Bowl

August 11,2013 I posted on my business face book page how I like using a prayer bowl. Little did I know that my site went from 19 likes to 6,ooo saw the picture. I guess a picture is worth a thousand words. The Pray bowl can be anything that is a bowl that you give it a purpose. You can even call it a Manifestation bowl, if you want too. It is all about a purpose and intention. To start a prayer bowl , find a bowl that feels good to you, then take paper of you choice color or plain and write the pray down on a small piece of paper and place into the bowl after 7 days give it to spirit by fire with tobacco. Sending up your prayers to Creator, Divine being, Mother Father God, what ever the universe connection is to you. Don’t stay attach to the outcome just let it go. Then watch what happens. My teacher has taught me never limit Creator. Creator is unlimited, because the Divine can work miracles. Enjoy your Prayer bowl journey. Blessings!!!!

     A few months ago I was teaching a heal the healer class  and somehow the subject came up with the word witch.  I gave a definition that the word witch means a country dweller, oops! wrong definition.  Pagan is defined as the country dweller.  Witch is define as a person believed to have magic powers and is an old ugly woman or hag or  a charming alluring girl or woman.  God is defined as a supreme being Creator and ruler of the universe with supernatural attributes and power. Goddess is define as the female God.  Which brings me to Genesis 1:26 ” Then God said, Let US make man in OUR image according to OUR likeness. Hmmmmm!  wondering thoughts, wondering thoughts!  Religion is define as the service and worship of  God or the supernatural, a belief held to with faith.   The word magic is define as an extraordinary power or influenece seemingly from a supernatural force.  Mysticism is define as the belief that direct knowledge of god or ultimate reality is attainable through immediate intuition or insight.  Intuitive is define as  the power of knowing things  without conscious reasoning.   Priestess is define as a woman authorized to perform the sacred rites of a religion.   I get asked alot where do my gifts come from?  The answer is always and will always be from GOD, because I was created in his or her image.  People love to put me in a box and lable me, but I love to live outside the box and beyond lables. 

     This is for all the magical healers to know who you are and to LOVE who you are. We are on this earth for a short  time, so live  now without fear of the true self.  You are  who you are!  It doesn’t matter what your belief is or how you connect to the Divine Creator. There are many paths to the ONE SOURCE.  Live from a place of wisdom, integrity,truth,courage, and honor. Live a magical life everyday and be happy!

 

 

I am looking forward to writing about my spiritual journey.  I wanted to share that I have dyslexia so bear with me if  my writing might be off. Having dyslexia has been a very interesting  way of learning. I am a license vocational nurse of 23 years and this journey is coming to an end, which means I am moving towards my true calling. Not to mention  that most LVN’s are being  replaced by RN’s, but new RN’s  are having problems getting hired.  I don’t want to start talking about nursing. I want to talk about following your dreams and really living your life.  Living now and stop making excuses for not living your passion.  Being a Intuitive Transformational Coach is just another way of creating change. Out with the old in with the new, removing old energy out to make space for new growth.  Listening to my client speak from their spirit is where the healing starts.   I have some wonderful life experiences that I will be sharing. So, stay tune! Be good 2 you!!!

7 Elements

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