Here we are in February! This year has already started with a bang! from all directions. It’s cold and rainy here in Northern California; heavy snow will be dressing the mountains for the next 4 days. Last month I was listening to a video post from African Spirituality. Gogo Nkanyezi speaks; she was telling a story about a young lady trying to get in touch with her mother’s spirit on the other side and why this young lady was being rejected by her mother. The video really activated a deeper part of me, diving into what we are imprinted with within the womb. The sacred amniotic fluid and the cord blood—what is the imprinted energy that is causing the womb to feel hostile or a place of rejection? We have all seen when a mother does not want a baby; she rejects it with words of “I don’t want to have a baby right now, I am not ready to be a mother yet, or we can’t afford another kid!” The next thing that happens is either the mother has a miscarriage or thinks about having an abortion. When I say I went down the rabbit hole, I went deep into my personal journey of what energy was imprinted upon me within the womb and why I do the healing work of Spiral Light to help heal those trauma timelines with others. Gogo Nkanyezi’s words of pre-birth trauma, hostile womb, and the spirit of rejection took me deep into the silence of not being wanted within my mother’s womb. It is not an easy thing to hear your mother say the words “I tried to abort you three times.” She clearly didn’t want to have me at that time in her life. Already I was imprinted with her emotional energy of rejection on every level of my being. It was a negative situation with her and my biological dad: the energy of rejection. Of course, the dad did not stick around, and now my mother was having me alone. I was growing in womb waters of rejection, fear, anger, worry, scarcity, betrayal, guilt, shame, depression, and deep sadness. The cord blood was the activator to the imprinted words within womb into the physical body.
I remember after watching the video I sat with the feeling of how I would love to clear this imprinted energy on a deeper level of myself. Spirit never disappoints; I received the coded spiral light to clear this energy. I got my pen out and wrote the steps out, then said I wanted to take myself through the process of releasing the spirit of rejection. I decided to do it in the shower; I was not prepared for what I was going to experience, but it brought me to my knees in a deep soul cry and release of seeing myself in my mother’s womb, feeling unwanted, trauma, and hostility. As I was crying and washing myself with the shower water, I noticed how I felt the sleek sensation of amniotic-like fluid coming off of my body. The feeling of releasing that old womb cellular memory was mind-blowing; words cannot describe what I felt in that moment. After washing away the trauma and forgiving the energy timeline, there was a peace, a silence that settled into my heart. I was no longer processing my mother’s anger, fear, or rejection; I was no longer consenting to imprinted energy. A feeling of freedom and liberation came over me. I was able to see myself in a light womb. I was in the cosmic light womb of my true self, not carrying the energy of my parents’ rejection. I am flowing into my own true light and no longer trying to sort through the puzzle of emotions between me and my mother. This energy work was so powerful I had to offer it to my Galactic Spiral Light Practitioners to see how they would notice the change in themselves and so they can offer it to their clients. I am very grateful to Creator for aligning me with that video on that day. It was kind of strange; I was asking my Divine Team because I felt like there was something deeper I needed to remove, but I couldn’t seem to figure it out. Well, Creator is always listening and will provide the medicine. To be in your own energy of womb light is amazing; you get to set new energy up to flow in your honor, you get to align in higher Love energy and inspiration of creation. You are no longer trying to figure yourself out from a place of pre-trauma. You simply get to be your new creation of expression of light. B Soulight…..
Spiral Light Bsoulight 